Break that ICE

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Breathing gets harder when your not with the one you love and they are in such a close vicinity. Pain etched onto her face as she walked the border of his terra. Felt the heat of him even now. The love he had given her at one time. "DAMN YOU!" She shouted and looked down at that invicble line that she so wanted to cross. Even now the pain of being alone were digging into her heart. A growl rose in her throat. She the queen with so much resolve. With the deep ever lasting fire and stubornness in her heart. The red mare stood there at that boundry, her coat like a murder canvas, of all the blood spilled from the victims on her. A mane hung long and corded with time and to her knees. Glass beads painted with red fires were on those beads. Those beads that a child of the uprights race gave her. An aloof feel crept into her heart. Why would she change her mind now?

The queen was beauty incarnated into the body of a horse. Letting it vibe from her very core. Her silver eyes that of liquid metal. That metal that could burn a hole into any beasts soul. But now she stood with a great weakness at her ex-lovers terratory, wanting his heat, his love. An angered snort emitted from heart. Stomping her foot she let other thoughts tumble through her brain, blocking out everything else. Not long ago she had fought with the unicorn known as Rexinity, her battle tactics had been good until she had lost in the end. It had given Tyrina more relove at the time. Now it just gave her a blank hate. For herself for her regrets and for that god damn jack ass.

Crossing his boundry and walking with a steel like gaze. Unicorns of all sort gazed at her with a deep rage, an anger for starting this war. Siding with their king. But to Tyrina they were nothing but papmered rats. None of these beasts had had the back bone to stay where Nohirm had destined them to stay. Where life should be! Now she walked with a hesatation in her step. Nothing could make her feel solid right now. The sun was sinking in the sky now, eluminating the still standing buildings and her red hue. It wasn't what she was focused on. No, right now all her thoughts were on him, the king she so wanted to hate and love at the same time.

Of course it didn't take her long to find him. Tyrina knew his scent as well as her own. The oder was like a drug, pushing all rasinality from her. Her herion. A sigh raked her from her as she stood not far from him. She was sure he knew she was there. Knew that she was watching him with a regret in her heart. With a resolve. "Zerkzies, I'm sorry." She stated with eyes full of a blank emotion, like all feeling had been rung from her in the passed 2,000 years. Sucking in air she looked at the sun then him. "I....I want to, have you back......for you to forgive me." Tyrina took in a deep breath and looked at him. "Love me, if you still can." Her voice soft as always came out with an almost helpless tone. Tyrina lifted her head, not letting her pride suffure through such bashing. She waited for him to take in her words. Waiting for him to make her turn and tell her it was to late to pull back on her choice.

"Listen to me before you speak." She took a deep breath, her body still ageless and as breath taking as it always will be. "When you left, I felt like I would never ever see you again, because I didn't know of my immortality in the begining. When I did, the anger set in and I let it fester, but more so I believed that you really hadn't loved me, that it was all just a prank on my heart, and you wanted my people in your ranks. Though now I know that was what I told myself so the pain would be less, so that I could be angry." Looking up at the sun dimming in the sky, watching the color fade. "But now I know that every flame needs it's fuel and with out you my life is like a hell in its own words, because no matter where I am with you an what times you are my kind and love, and I am a stubbron mare who should love what she has." A small grin took over her maw. "You the king of unicorns would love me, a mere mortal mare when any of your kind would have fawned over you, but you would have me." Tears misted the queens eyes. "I'm so sorry my love, I've missed you so much." A painful breath emitted from her lungs.

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Tired. Just so tired. From everything, far more than you could imagine. From ruling the race of unicorns, to the simple in and out of breathing. It's bad when you have to think just to breath...but it leaves time for your brain to catch up. What if. It's such a simple question. But we all think and over think it. What if this, what if that. Well, what if? What if the sky sky fell and stars rained down like fiery diamonds? What if the earth fell from below your feet, and left us all to swim in space for eternity? So what if? A sigh escaped the great obsidian brute. It was impossible to think the gush of air said far more than exhaustion. Who knew you could fit such pain and despair into one gust of oxygen? It was almost as if he put the pain's of life into one small motion, and set it upon the world. But he didn't mean it like that. No, it was habit now. No effort to make such a painful thing, it made you cringe yourself. He was only thinking, what if. what if, what if I hadn't...

Something disturbed his what if, like salt on a fresh wound. It cut through his exhaustion and foggy mind, like a newly sharpened knife. Just ready to spill some blood. Tyrina. Her scent, so toxic. Zerkzie's mind swam through deep starry seas, and suddenly his what if was lost. Covered over in tremendous waves, realization, anger, depression, longing, and a thousand and one other emotions that ripped at his heart like thorns. Like carnaval lights they flashed, one after the other. There was no word to describe that. That was worse than death, worse than life. Multi-toned pools closed with pain. A haggard sigh filled the airwaves. Somehow it was worse to want her close, and have here at the same time. She would never come back to him. She hated him, and for good reason. The words, her words, flashed through his mind. all I care is that I see you dead. He cringed. They still hurt, and it had been months, seasons had passed. Pools slowly opened, raw and soar. "Maybe one day love." Lyrics whispered, with the sharp click of dagger on asphalt.

Not far, not far at all. Why, oh why could she be far? Crimson flashed through the dark shadows that covered his terra. Her beauty overwhelmed him, forcing his gaze to part. His assumptions led him to think, only more verbal torture. Well, she could do all she wanted. A hard line set his mug, he wasn't about to let the witch get the bast of him. Not this time. If she didn't care, then why should he? Skull stayed turned from the blood-stained fae as she spoke. But what she said, that was not what he expected. Not what he was prepared for. It stung. Fangs clenched together, turning his gaze hard. Somehow, he didn't believe it. Tyrina, this is not the Tyrina he had know. Not the Tyrina he loved, unless she wanted him to sting. Well, it worked. A gulped was forced down his dry throat before his lyrics rang, almost as a whipsper. Emotionless. "That's a cruel thing to say Tyrina. Haven't you tortured me enough?" Gaze refused to turn back, refused to see those tears, they must be fake. They had to be fake.

Life's a broken bone, and you always seem to forget...right until the second before. You step right on it, and everything comes rushing back. Whatever the hell it is, life is worse that death. And yet we all suffer through it, for what? There's no such thing as a happy ending. And yet we make up stories to tell our youngsters, well what's wrong with the truth? We gotta all learn it eventually, no use wasting out breath on fairytale and the myth of The Happy Ending. It's all shit, we know and keep repeating it. You'd think we'd learn, but oh no. Never. Just keep filling their head's with all this happy shit. There's no such thing as true love, or even happy. Happy is like magic, there's no such thing.

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The wind felt good against my face, whisking past my head, sending deep, harsh yowls into my eardrums as it past by, skimming along my body, through my feathered wings and then out, and then starting back over again. I closed my eyes for a second, just flying solo, a lone bird in the sky, rather, a lone vulture, but, with my eyes closed, I just listened to the world around me. I tuned out the buzz of the wind and listened to the sounds of the streets below, trying to remember the annoying honks and squeaks the vehicles the humans used to use, what they used to sound like. But then I opened my eyes and did a quick nose dive, missing one of the few skyscrapers that was still standing tall. I flew down the edge of the building, almost as if I was galloping against every cracked window, but in reality, I was just falling.

With my reflection disappearing as I jerked myself back up to land smoothly on the ground, my split hooves scraped against the concrete, making odd noises as I slowed my pace back down to a walk. I stretched out my wings, flexing them back and forth as if I were some macho body builder, playing with his biceps while he casually walked along the sidewalk. I let a sly grin coyly slip across the right side of my mouth for a second, and then it disappeared, but stayed with me, that attitude I had. Hell, I was cocky, I mean, who wouldn’t be if they had this body? I snorted and rolled my eyes at my own thoughts, looking at the ground as I stepped over a bent, broken, light pole. “This whole place is a f**k**g dump.” I muttered under my breath, slowly bringing my feathers back to their crumbled folds at my sides.

It had been some while since I had been in the city, in this part of town. This was Zerk’s place, his stomping grounds, and back then, I would have respected them because for some stupid ass reason, I adored him, he was like my brother. But now, now I don’t give a day in hell about him or his snotty ass girlfriend, but some little birdie told me that they had a falling out some time after my death. I smirked at the thought, wishing that I could be alive to witness their break-up and I could see it now, if the humans would’ve been around, I could see it in the New York Times, ‘Romeo and Juliet break up! What shall we do now!?’ I laughed at my little thought, but then stopped, flickering my ears backwards when I heard the sharp clicks of feet against the pavement.

I turned my body around, the tips of my wings hitting a broken store window as I did so, but my eyes fell upon lunch. A herd of deer was running through, the cause of their stampede fell short to my knowledge, but I didn’t think twice about taking the chance. I spread out my wings and jumped up towards the sky, then quickly swooped down and snatched up a young doe, small enough for me to carry off a short ways, between my teeth, keeping a firm lock at the base of her neck. I lowered myself back to the ground, dropping her to the side until I landed, and then I feasted. You might see this as difficult to grasp, but when I died, I got the craving for blood, and so, now I drink it as my sort of alcohol.

With little rivulets of blood dripping from the corners of my lips, I steadied on. I sifted through the different scents in the air, letting the trash just go on by until I got to the scents that I was after, the ones that I desired. “Tyrina and Zerk…” I muttered under my breath, a wave of intensity coming over me as I finally noticed that I was getting closer to my chance. So close, that I could actually hear them talking. “How rich..." I thought, stopping my movement, hoping that I caught my stride at a time where they would have never noticed that I was here. And then I listened. I rolled my eyes as Tyrina put on her little show, basically getting on her knees and begging Zerk to take her back, “The stupid bitch…” I muttered, low and almost silent. “I’m so sorry my love, I’ve missed you so much.” I gagged, tensing my jaw, and if you were a bystander, you could see every muscle in my jaw flexing up, almost as if I was trying to crush my teeth.

But I could not stand it any longer, I glared and presented myself from my little seat at the corner shop. I walked with my head high, eyes piercing right through the back of Tyrina, cutting through her and continuing till they hit Zerk hard, and I hope it hurt. “No a very wise position, love,” I said, waiting for Tyrina to turn around and then my eyes locked with hers’, “you should always watch your back.” I said, my tone harsh, deep and harsh. I removed my eyes from hers’ and looked to Zerk, my brows furrowed, “I wouldn’t believe her…” I muttered, looking to Tyrina and then back to Zerk, “she a lying son of a bitch you know.” I said, looking straight into Zerk’s eyes as I walked closer to them. “How about I let you in on a little secret…” I said, turning my head to stare straight at Tyrina, “or shall I let the lady go first?” I glared at her, daring her to get the guts and tell Zerk the truth.

“We all want to know Ty…we are all just dying to know!”

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OOC; eh..it is alright..i am just now getting into it..so we'll see. and he will get darker..oh he will!

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A nightmare, it was what she was in right now. The nightmare where all a child could do was run in endless circles in the most scary of places. Where the monster was only a few feet behind her, snapping its jaws to get her into his saliva filled mouth. Wanting to take everything away from her. That was the life she lived, that night mare with that monster, who's jaws kept snapping. Then there was that handsome prince waiting to save you not far away, but he turned his glorious back and left you to die with that monster. The smell of sulfer was in her nostrils as she looked at the ground and watched her tears fall. Splashing inoccently against that broken pavment they now called home. His words echoing in her head like the shards of glass on the concrete, running their sharp edges against her fur.

"That's a cruel thing to say Tyrina. Haven't you tortured me enough?" It stung, making the tears come easier then they had in a long time. Is that what he thought she did to him? A despret grin curved her maw. Her silver gaze still lurking on that solid ground. "You know Zerkzies, I love you, always will, I blamed you for my mistakes and I know that." She looked up at him with they eyes of a queen who didn't need saving anymore, putting all those blocks on her heart she was so good at building. "But I suffuered for my mistakes, and I know you did to, why would I torture you about this, when it would hurt me just as much." She shook her head still grinning. "You never cared did you?" She all but wanted to scream it at him, but kept her voice controled.

"I came here to tell you that, but I can see it was just a waste of time." The last words were growled at him. She felt stupid, like an idiot, for bareing her heart to him. What good did it do her other than to make her feel more like shit. Tyrina turned to go, but when she turned was blocked by a large unicorn. She didn't look up at the brute, only guessing it was one of Zerkzies men. Not until he spoke. Her eyes snapped up and absolute horror clouded her heart. The monster was standing before her. His horn broken, from his death. "no..." She whispered. "Your dead, what did you do!" She shouted at him. Fear was making her want to shake, but she wouldn't give Cayiton that saticfaction. Nothing this bad had ever happen. Tyrina had at least thought that she was safe from that secret.

His words made her growl. "Fuck you!" She shouted with absolute hate linning her voice. Tyrina knew that Zerkzies had no idea of her hated for Cayiton, or of his real death. She knew he would he estatic to see his old friend alive. Tyrina was terrified. He had come for revenge and she knew it. His next words directed at Zerkzies made her growl with rage. "You speak of lying you bastard, all you ever did was lie!" the fae shouted. Her red coat pulsed with rage, and the marks about her legs burned her skin with her inpending rage. "Don't you dare call me a bitch, when all you ever did was lie to your king!" Tyrina felt her eyes glow rage at the ugly beast. She noticed now he had wings to call his own. It dawned on her then where he had come from how he had gotten here. "You delt your soul with death, you traiderious ass, that is one thing we all learn never to do! You are of the unicorn race you sold your soul to darkness!!" She all but scream.

Now Tyrina seen their situation, how bad it was. Felt her fear in her belly coil and rip in rage and excitment. The Queen kept listening to his words, until he finally hit the spot. Her secret. Her silver eyes went to Zerkzies and staied there. Tears began to well up in her orbs. He would never take her back after this. Would never call her anything but his enemy. She looked at him still wishing she could just die here and now, let her pain be gone. let the images be gone.

"Tyrina look at the sun and how it seeps into the sky, redder than any passion." Those words came from a maw of jet black and one with dule colored eyes. The young mare next to him smiled and glanced away shyly. His warmth conforting her. He was so handsome in the red sunset. So perfect. She had hopped deep in side that he would tell her he though she was prettier than that sunset, that she was redder than any passion to him. Was that selfish of her? The young vixen look down at the ground. He made her feel so alive and beautiful. "That sunset is nothing compared..-" His words were cut off by the sharp sqweal of a beast. That beast happened to be a unicorn that jumped through the tree line with a wild panicked look in his eyes. "My King!!" He screamed as she got closer. Tyrina felt her muscles bunch. It was Cayiton. She pushed her chin higher. This stallion and her hadn't gotten along the moment he had meet her. He had made it clear he thought her not worthy of their king. His gaze went to her once and she could see the contempt. She was a Queen! Even if it was of another race he had no right to look at her that way! The rouge mare looked to her lover her support, but he didn't notice it. Didn't see the contempt and hatred in his captions eyes. This Cayiton was her kings second in comand and his best firend. She didn't like him.

Cayiton and Zerkzies spoke in a hurry and the black stag snorted and looked at her. "I must leave, I'm sorry Cayiton will take you home." Tyrina was about to tell him she could walk her own damn self home, but Zerkzies had already leaped off running to take care of the matter. So here she stood with the best firend of her lover. The hairs all over her body rose. Those beady black eyes in the bay stallions sulk looked back at her. "So Tyrina what permiscious things do you do to are king now to make you get in his good graces so quickly, he is not known to take a liking so quickly to anyone." The last words from the brute had been more stressed as if jealious. Her anger rose. How dare he say that to her! She Stared back at him. "I would ask how my king would keep such a fool at his side, he is not known to like them: At all." She retorted. The Caption growled at her. Tyrina paied him no attention and turned walking back to her herd. Her people waited for her there. They would want to be with her tonigh since it was coming on the harvest moon. Her steps were halted, that bay brute had gotten in her path. Blocking her from moving ahead.

Confusion was waring in her at first. What was he doing? Cayiton only smirked as she walked closer to her. Tyrina backed up with his every forward step. She didn't think about the ledge of the cliff she had just been looking over with Zerkzies. Her back hoof caught that ledge and her eyes widdened. Cayiton smiled. "You know." He said slowly and deeply. "I didn't think it would be this eaisy to get ridd of you." His voice was rolling an made her feel panick for the first time. She couldn't attack him, Zerkzies would never forgive her, and she was sure that Cayiton would find a story to put him against her. He stepped closer. Her hoof slide off farther. "Tell me blood pregnant dog what do you think your king would do when you die?" He asked sarcasticly. "Surely you don't think that he cares about you?" He said. Her breath caught. Could it be true? Tyrina glared back at him. Cayiton came closer.

In a time like this, when your life was in danger you took a jump for life, not willing to give it up. A growl emerged from her throat as she leaped forwards with her sharp hooves taking that brown brute unexpectedly to the ground. He got his balance and came after her. This would be battle, he could kill her and the rouge Queen knew it. She looked at him as she came at her with his horn aimed at her heart. She screamed a battle cry of her own, not knowing where the sound came from. Hot power rushed into her veins setting her body on fire. Without think she lifted onto her back legs as he came at her and jousted that silver spiral. Like slow motion it was there under her hooves, it was now she could take him out. Heavy fae hooves crashed down onto that spiral, and a errie scream periced the air. It was the cry of immortality being drained from the body. The rouge vixen didn't think as she crashed her hooves again into his body. So much hatred and fire whelled in her at looking at him. She stood there minutes later, blood cover and stained.

Dawing only came after she looked at his body. If Zerkzies knew about his he would never forgive her. Tyrina didn't feel the tears running down her face until that moment. What had she done? Standing there bloody and shaking over her relization. She dropped to her knees. "What have I done!" She gasped in pain.

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"I kill him, that is my secret, I kill the ass hole." She didn't put in the most important fact, that he was going to kill her. What did it matter, Zerkzies would think she was making it up. Would sneer at her. "And I would do it again." These last words were hissed in revoltion of Cayiton. Now she stood, before her ex-lover and the man she killed. Lifting her head high and standing like the queen she was, her gaze went to Zerkzies. "It was why I wouldn't let you kill the human, because he didn't kill him." It was over now, everything was. She would finally get the war she was looking for. No excitment was in her, just an endless pain for what she had lost.[/blockquote][/blockquote][/size]